HoroWhat!

Most of my teenage life I have always had a weird fascination with horoscopes...I know that apart of me shouldn't believe the non sense because I believe destiny isn't chosen and nothings set in stone. But on more then a few occasions the horoscope has been almost spot on which makes me think could the universe be setting are mood, actions and future!

I am a Pisces my self, born on the 20th of March which would make me the last Pisces really!

This is a page of common traits a Pisces has :

LIFE QUEST:

Pisces belongs to both the Water and Mutable groups. Pisces people are driven by the desire to please and soothe others. Some have healing ability and most are intuitive. They are able to sense a texture, hear a sound or feel a mood. This amazing sensitivity can lead them to be described as psychic. They do not need to be physically near someone whom they are fond of to know what that person is thinking or feeling. It is as though they are radios tuned into several stations all at the same time. Of course this is confusing and it can result in them getting lost, turning up for appointments on the wrong day or at the wrong time, and forgetting what happened just a few hours earlier.

It is not easy to be a Pisces and many Pisces will try acting out their opposite sign of Virgo. They do this by developing super efficiency and demanding perfection from others. This is a way of protecting themselves from the problem of trying to do too much for too many people. Pisces is the sign of the fish, and they can appear to swim in too many directions at once. In fact, Pisces people would probably be happy with any direction as long as it is chosen by someone else. They seek to bring magic into other people's lives. They will do almost anything for anyone and are particularly adept at helping those are going through a period of emotional pain or illness.

Now when looking at this description of a common Pisces...it half freaks me out and the rest is just nonsense to me. I definitely like I do care for others then myself, I'd gladly put my self in danger for my close friends even if they wouldn't do it for me which could be my signs morals coming naturally out or it could be the mass amounts of super hero comics I read and also watch...I just love the whole self sacrificing for justice thing! But I do naturally care for people and if your one of them. Be proud!

For a while now I have thought I had a kind of sense of people but not fully in the way it describes. The 'sense' described is about just feeling peoples emotions but my sense, I feel is based on the person and there true self. In a way I can sense whether a person is truly good or bad and sometimes both! This 'skill' has been pretty useful for me because I know who to talk to and I pick the right friends...sometimes I can warn people about others too.

When it comes to acting against my sign I feel it's a fair bit true! When I feel stressed or the need to do something important I usually become very strict and impatient with things. At work I feel sometimes that people aren't doing jobs to the standards I want which makes me want to do it my self, which has happened a lot lately so something must be up!

I do swim about a lot and I'm happy with any direction to be fair which is good but bad too because I sometimes change direction without realising. I am very laid back and have always been this way, I think I just don't care about most things in the way others would. I see it as a funny thing when bad things happen to me...maybe just a bittersweet thing.

USEFUL NOTES:

Pisces people enjoy story-telling, myths and parables. They can also lose themselves through movement such as swimming or dance. They are creative with a great sense of colour. There is also a sense of the fragile about them. Care has to be taken that they are not manipulated or abused by others. In their anxiety to please, they can find themselves working for less than would be considered the norm.

Hmmmm now this is where I'm not sure about this horoscope business because I do enjoy the whole story telling and myths but I wouldn't say I'm totally fragile because although I have a soft heart, it's still very capable of damage.

RELATIONSHIPS:

Pisceans are almost hopelessly romantic and are drawn to those of many different signs. Capricorns and Taureans anchor them. However they can fit in with almost any sign: chameleon-like they can be many things to many people.

I am ashamed to say it but YES, I am very much a hopeless romantic. Once I fall I would say I fall hard! My head just starts swinging about and I feel like I'm a dog playing fetch in the snow...my eyes are wide, my smile looks like I slept with a hanger in my mouth and I'm just singing and shouting! I do feel like a chameleon in ways because I usually find a lot of similarities with people and also find the differences interesting. I'm not bias...all is welcome!

I still have no idea what to believe to be fair but I will give these horoscopes there props because they do make you think about a lot of your decisions. Hmmmmmmm!

-Peace-

HoroWhat!

Me and the skirts

The title to this post is not referring woman as skirts or saying that I'm involved with several ladies at once! It's a song title by a band called The Features who are actually brilliant.

Anyway...I decided I'd talk about my feelings on flirting, girls and the paranoid person most men turn into when 'involved'. I am Noooooooooooo Casanova personally and could give a fair amount of points in what not to do when trying to get a girl. I'm still learning so forgive me!

When it comes to flirting I would say I'm not good at it . Although my friends are very good at charming ladies through whit I don't see it as a main practise in wooing...I usually just be my self, be confident, listen and remember which so far has worked. I think flirting comes about when you get to know each other and just have fun talking...and if they don't mind my nerdy ways then that's all good because that's me if they like it then alls good!

Girls! It's usually a love/hate thing with these roses (referring to roses because there nice but can cut you)...To be fair I have not a single idea of what girls like so I will bitch a bit. Girls usually don't go for Mr Nice, they like men with an edge to them because just like alcohol, smoking, sex, Rock N' Roll and a long list of things seen as "bad' we can't help are selves! I used to be a Mr. Nice, but a bit too much but the many years of girls, annoyance and heart break I am still nice but with a more Jekyll and Hyde in me.

What!!!!??? Grrrr!!!!!

Now that you've built up a connection, the paranoia begins.

This is a time when you scrutinize text messages from kisses to smiley faces , your time together and what her attitude is like around you and just general stupid non sense. I know how much I like a girl by my worry level usually...as mad as it is, I actually enjoy it because I love a chase.

If I feel I don't have a chance I just try my best! If there wasn't a chase I wouldn't be interested because it just spoils the fun...I don't even know how to explain it so I'll say how I'm feeling right now.

"I feel like I'm falling from a cliff! I can either hit the water and survive or hit the rocks and die but the adrenaline is pumping inside me. I am enjoying it"

-Peace-

My latest song that doesn't have a title yet.

She dances slowly

Taking my hand

The roles are reversed now

She's the one with the plan

Are bodies are moving

But my eyes a still

But nothing will happen

I can't do what I feel

But I

Fall in the long run

And I

always take wrong turns

So listen to me

I said listen to me

Please be with me

Please

We're constantly playing

These silly games

But I never like it

It's never the same

She's never happy

When she's alone

No one to make her smile

No one like home

But she

Falls in the long run

And she

Always takes wrong turns

So listen to me

I said listen to me

Please be with me

Please

She hates the romantics

I'm just excentric

She don't believe in love

But wants to be loved

But I know something different

Just from the look in her eyes

And the way that she smiles

I see the a better side

But we

All fall in the long run

And we

Always take wrong turns

So listen to me

I said listen to me

Please be with me

Please

-Peace-

Just letting out things out my way.

My faith in people is dying

Lost along with my faith for life

Faith isn't even a thing to believe

Just pixie sticks and lollypop branches

The candy now is rotten and sweet

And it's here right now to sweep your feet

But as your swept, you fall to your face

hitting a coffin marked with your name

Love is a war

I'm an under dog

All these pooches think they're gods

I may not be, nor ever be

The man you wish

From your lollypop Tree

-Peace-

Drunken thoughts

Address me on my sense of mind

Nothing here but falling time

The crimes that stain here

Chaotic but still

Death is silent where religion drills

The lonely child sees their lies

Run little child

Runaway

But come back again

When the truth is here to stay.

The world spits out it's guilt and greed

No justice for Men or Women indeed

The child still riots, lay down in the soil

To beg evermore, 'Justice for all'

A lost cause?

Forgotten faces, see no pain

Lonely skirts, see only pain

They feel pain but never show it

Cowards hiding in their comfort closets.

I was very drunk when I wrote this...So yeaaah!

-Peace-

I just started writing and this came out...

Well I haven't posted in a bit so thought I'd post some of my poems and generally things I write without knowing were there from ...

Desire, jump into the fire

Runaway from the liars

Shit drivers

Suckers of life

Looking for a life, to transpire

Jump into the fire

The child in me died

Burnt up like fire flies

My demons and passion arise

and forever drive my life

The echoes, the echoes

I now listen

But the voice is clear now

No longer a distant whisper

Pine and savour your trusted love

The times have changed for those like doves

No longer fly, no longer alive

The colour has gone

Now play the new song

I have more but just thought I'd give a taster.

-Peace-